Wednesday, October 17, 2007;
Today i should say i am happy n rather unhappy..hehe..nth big actually..sth small ^^"
today when basketballing wif boon,sin yong,charmaine,vanessa and fiona..lol..didnt really felt well coz previous night didnt slp !! onli slpt for one hr and woke up dunno y..haha..think is becoz my rappelz's pet went up to evo 2 !! damn happy..coz its my 1st evo 2 pet =333 hehehe..so happy and excited..hehehe..
and the other thing is tt..
i'm lyk slowly forgetting bout wats the bad things among we two..not saying i dont love her anymore..juz tt..seems lyk not seeing one another and not msging makes us two feel better as in..lesser pain in the heart? lolx..quite hard to explain it out thou..~ LOL ~..
the sad or rather unhappy thing is tt..i had a fall and my left leg is being scratched rather badly as it looks lyk it..haha..not really serious..juz abit scratched..hehe..wow..it was lyk a long time ago since i last fall dwn and got cuts..hehehe..bring back memories..~ LOL ~..rubbish xD
u noe..the feeling is so great tt yur hardwork had been paid off eh..it always feels good..lyk the yeti for instant..trained it so long liao at last lv 60+10 xD hahaha..very VERY happy xD
had tis feeling of being "released" duno y..it had been quite some time since we last talked to one another liaoz..sometimes i think..y do we hav to do tis?it hurts alot to both of us noe..did she did tis on purpose..?do she do so?did she did it so tt she could forget about me and let me forget bout her too..? or is it becoz she had fallen for another person..?
if tts really the reasons..y didnt she tell me directly instead..?or she can oso ask her frenz to tell me oso can..juz dont quite get y she is doing all tis to make both of us feel bad..mayb i'm thinking too much..mayb i'm over worrying things..nw all i can do is tt wait till she feels lyk talking to me then reply..?or do i take the initiative to talk to her..?but i dont wish to feel being irritated...wat should i do?
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