Thursday, October 18, 2007;
i'm hurt..totally deeply hurt..truth came to me..it told me everything..
all tis while i've been an idiot..a BIG idiot..being kept in the dark for duno hw long..
everyone noes it..i dont..
u noe..every of yur action..every of yur words matters alot to me..
it affects me as well for the day..even if when u nid time to think bout things or even ignore me..i didnt say anything..all i wan is u to speak up wat u wan from me..is tt very difficult to ask for??nw i'm lost..wat am i gonna do nxt..
do u noe hw does it feel lyk being in tis situation..?it feels lyk living in hell !!
u'll feel lost..duno wat u should do..u'll suffer the pain of being alone..being abandon !!
tts for all i can say coz tts how i'm being treated as and wat i'm feeling right now !!!!
why?why treat me lyk tt?y dont u guys tell me the truth earlier so tt i could leave
it alone sooner?dont even care how i feel?
juz who am i to u all out there?
Time Posted
8:37 AM
