Monday, October 08, 2007;
Hi all..quite some time nver log-in..haha..busy wif N-lvl n also playing game(~LoL~) haha..playing rappelz atm..quite fun if u're playing wif frenz or in team..not alone thou..hahahx..if interested can go to www.filefront.com and look for rappelz epic 4 and download it..quite cool thou..hahahx..kk..talk bout wats happened recently..recently..i found out tt i'm VERY noisy and irritating..its true..talk so much rubbish..<~rubbishboy~> irritating oso..haiz..and not onli those 2 things..guess ppl will hate me more coz..i broke up wif her..agn!!(~btw we patched on 29/08~)(~broke up on 25/09~) TT damn irritating me..tis time round..broke up wif her coz of some ppl(cant rmb who) say she dont lyk me no more..then break up wif her will do both of us good..then broke up wif her..nw..idk wat we are nw..frenz?..are we still who we are?..think i did hurt her VERY VERY badly..guess anyone would b if being treated lyk tis..others might think tt i'm toying her feelings arnd..break patch break patch..but i dont care much..coz i noe deep dwn inside my heart..i truely love her and wanna be wif her..but if she really wanna clear cut lines between us..i'll respect her decision..when i'm wif her..tt kind of feelings..its hard to describe..hmm..is lyk u're running on a endless field wif lots of flowers and butterfly flying arnd..(~LoL~) its tt kind of wonderful..nothing to worry bout..do not nid to think bout others..juz the two of us..we're rather used to speechless..even thou sometimes i find it very hard to go through these speechless between us..but by juz thinking bout the time we're together,all these "hard to go through" juz fade off..being wif her until nw..i would say..she's the one..tis few months..been "trying" to work hard in my studies..thou i dont seems lyk..doing work which i dun noe hw to do last time was easy..willing to do things wif slightly more initiative..i could say she really motivates me..alot..wanted to be wif her..wanna feel her heart beat..wanna hold her hands looking into her eyes and tell her how much i love her..wanna listen to her when she's talking bout her day..wanna share her sorrow..her sadness..wanna hold her hands and walk wif her throughout my life..really really love her alot..i'll try my best to give her everything i hav..hope one day we will be lyk b4..holding hands walking on the strees..(~sth to share wif others bout hw i felt~)tis is a picture of a token to our love for one another..
tis picture
might b taken
badly..
but..
it is
printed onto
my
heart deeply
and
beatifully.. ty for visiting my blog..(~ ^^ ~)
Time Posted
9:40 PM
